Summer passing with a fresh start

A new school year is bitter sweet. It's a reminder a season is ending. Our family enjoys the summer feasts of bbqs, beach days and swimming until the evening. The start of a new school year jumps start the fall season. FALL BACK INTO OUR ROUTINE. The kids adjusted well for the first week. While I can't seem to keep composure. I too am back to school, teaching more regularly.  Grading, creating lesson plans, writing my grant proposals and balancing life and household.

I had a moment of enlightenment when in class last night a student mentioned how she was sad, she is not able to have the conversations she once had with her children. Life as a working mom and attending school full time have limited her ability to engage in her children's lives. And, how fortunate I am. To be able to partake in my kids everyday life. I felt guilty almost...that I have the opportunity and yet I still sometimes complain.  I am truly blessed, I can drop off my kids, take them a special first day of school lunch, pick them up and make dinner.

Technology rules apply

With the rise of social media, etiquette and privacy issues become concerns as a parent of two young girls. I've had discussions with fellow parents and my own children about individual responsibility and parental responsibility for minors. Since I can remember, I've  come across people who were rude, crass or mean. Now, I see it happening not only to kids but adults as well. Have we not evolved as human beings?

What bothers me most is when people I know in my family and good friends act this way. Am I suppose to turn a blind eye? I can't!! It bothers me. I have to say my peace. That is wrong to treat people with such disrespect.

I become obsessed with thoughts about my own childhood. Trying to recall the issues I had when I was a child and how I dealt with them. Was I able to confide in my parents? Did I treat my family and friends with dignity and respect? And, for the most part I did. I was put in check whem I didn't. I was constantly reminded to respect others and the golden rule. And, more important my parents set an example of grace and dignity with family,  friends and collegues. Even, when they lost all their money when the real estate crash happened in the 1980s. They found who were their true friends when even family turned their back on them and helped my parents provide the basic necessities such as shelter, food and education. And, lastly our family grew closer because of my parents adversities.

I can't change others behaviors. I have to stay true to my beliefs. Teach these values to my children so they can an example of what a Christian should be. I am trying be in the presence of our Lord everyday. Talk, act and think they way our Lord taught us. Jumping two feet in!

Consistency

I'm working on progression. Moving forward and not letting my fears, past and complacency get the better me.  I am 15 days in the 21 day challenge. They say it takes 21 days to make anything a habit.

Part of this process is self assessment of the past, present and future. It's not always easy getting a raw glimpse of yourself. But, necessary for self-improvement.

Roaring voices

Summers fading away! I'm trying to think about some of my favorite moments in the last 2 months. There are so many!!

I am feeling beyond blessed; To have enjoyed this summer with my girls.
Hanging out a lot!! Sleeping in. Eating the summer fruits and enjoying the company of friends and family.

What has the summer provided for me? Renewal.
A renewed energy. For life, love, friendships and most of all our Lord. I am working on

Free spirits

What great adventures the girls have enjoyed this summer. Scoping out nature, swimming in waterholes, climbing trees, making smores with no bonfire.  The girls were sad to leave the fun and their friends. It was nostalgic looking at pictures on the way home and hearing their stories as it reminded me of my own childhood. And, I'm so happy to offer these similar memories to my girls. What gets me more excited is that they want to make this a tradition. All these kids ranging from 7 years old to 17 years old were able to let go of their age differences while  playing board games, make smores, find fish in the water and share stories. When they go back to school they have lots of stories to share. These boys and girls who are blossoming into young men and women will have this connection that hopefully lasts a lifetime.

Phoenix rising

Change is inevitable.  As humans we evolve from our experiences and the result of life. Transition is part of life. I feel the change occuring in our family. The girls are growing. We are outgrowing  our home. Work is consistent and keeping us busy. The summer is full force and bbq get togethers are a treat.

I have this constant uneasiness to keep things stagnant because I'm comfortable and just getting the hang of things. BUT, everything keeps moving. Ahhh! I got to get the feeling of trying to play catch up so I don't overwhelm myself. This summer is the phoenix rising for a better quality of life. Letting go of the unforseen and releasing my burden. Offering myself to my Lord.

I decided to mentor a child. Why? There are too many kids who don't have the means to a better life. The things my children have are not the norm. I want my kids to see giving back even 8 hrs a month is substantial. One person can make a difference.

Let's see where these changes take me and my family. The rewards of offering ourselves and sharing our blessings are bountiful.

Truth shall set you free

I am a believer of truth. God's truth. We cannot hide from our sins. Only HE knows what our path will be.

Why is it when our lives are going steady, we have things that deter us and steer us in a different path. And, all the while, our destination is the same place. It is predetermined. ..as stubborn as humanly possible. We resist the direction in which we should follow.

I'm not only guilty, I feel my way is the best way. Then, I'm reminded how little I know.  I'm distracted by the ways of the world.

But, truth sets me free. Do right. Believe. Keep faith. HE ALWAYS PREVAILS!!